Took the day off to rest and get some things done.  Well, I accomplished a little bit today, but not as much as I would have liked.  I did do a lot of sleeping, though.  Nyquil chased with Crown Royal Black will do that, I suppose.

I'm still in a foul mood and trying to dig myself out of it, but...  Oh, well, not every day can be a GREAT DAY.  Oh, Happy Valentines Day to all the couples out there.  It's beginning to look like I will never be in a relationship again.  I am just going to stay out of the dating pool for the time being and focus on my health.

I mentioned last night that I was going to discuss my cancer treatments.  I suppose I will do that now.

Nah, forget that.  I don't have the energy or passion to share much of anything with you tonight.  I'm feeling defeated again, and I don't know when this feeling will lift.  I suppose I just have to hold on until it does.

I will share some kind words with you before I go, however:

Well, this message from Kalina is ironic...

"Dear Mr. P,

I would just like to say I am so happy that was in your class this year.  You are one of the most most positive people I know and never cease to have a smile on your face, even if it is a rough day. I love coming into your class, hearing your jokes, and seeing how you interact with your class. You are also so eager to offer and help, and very understanding whenever anything is going on with a student. Thanks for being the best, Mr. P!!"

Thank you, so much, Kalina.  I'd love to conjure up one of those smiles now...

Be well, all.  I'm sorry.  Sometimes depression is not pretty.